beside(ing) myself

synapses invert-ing

    phenomena of uncertainties

burning fuel of confidence (-es)

                wretch-ed-ing me

 

out of reach calming(s)

    taunt their efficacies 

        and their creativit(y)-(ies)

slide, sliding, slid

i portion expectations

the show

fashioning toxicity

behind curtains of childhood

are drawn at your whims

insecurities fueling 

fires of spectacular

twists twisted

breathless displays

displaying

opposites

 

new Year

Starts. Begins. Commences.
Novice-ing novitiate
Colorless startings : : openess fragility
This expanse will not narrow forcibly.
Time controlling timers timing useless
Counting breaths & breathing bundles
Width of possibilities
Until

colorless circuitous

issue tower(s)
clinging worries
worry-ing

undebate-able(s)

life(s) : :  (un)tested

grade
    -ing
         -s

predictabl(e)y redundantly predicadable(y)

for now

don't-ing and should-ing
showers
collapse
me

war-ring

fighting with your silence
barbs fly-ight-ing
waxy interiors sub-ter-fugue

read staccato critic/s/ism/s
add
pulse-sity veins

another nursery rhyme borne

need : : less : : need

serifs bend(ing)s
block words
block works
pressures short
shortenings-longings

stop

muffle(d) muffling(s)
head rattle -ing  -ing  ing (s)

breaths skip
dischordant limings huddle timings

patience scoffs